Best friends.......

It baffles me that you cannot understand
We were best friends
Best friends are loyal, aren’t they?
Not to be sold for a cheep holiday…

Your choice though
Act like a fool, gather possessions
If that is what makes you happy
I won’t stand in your way.

I’ll grow, I’ll move on and fly
Fuck that cunt who’d spit in my eye
Missy no mates, the reason, why?
Why do you think?

Tick tock, tick tock
‘Cause she’s a cock
Manipulative to the core
That’s her, a nasty whore…

Spite for brains
Her way or the highway
Well fuck that mate
I’ll do it my way.

Writers Block...

Writers block
Sudden shock
Words are like
Blood from a rock.

Inner pain
Seems to reign
Rains on me
Dark clouds again.

Pen to paper
Therapy
Spew the pain
That poisons me.

Poison sickness
Does not bode well
some days heaven
Most days hell.

The high and low
And in-between
Stay in bed
And live the dream.

Is it good to live this way?
I’m sure it’s not, it’s not OK.
But things can change, I have to say
Gone tomorrow, here today.

Wish you were here...

I wish you were here
Demanding of me
Wanting my touch
In my eyes you’d soon see

The love that I have
Isn’t sexual desire-
But a lust for your soul
the warmth of your hearts fire.

I truly believe
That there’s something in you
That only I see
No one else has a clue

Of this I am certain
No one else knows
Whilst this love should be dead now
Deep inside me it glows…

When I saw you agian...

Just right now, I’m sad and alone,
When I wasn’t I still thought of you
But give a dog a bone
He knows nothing but only to chew.

But that’s not really me you see
The problem is that you do not
- See anything worth a second look
And the shame it is that it’s no shock.

But what can I do, I’ve done my best
I’ll not be a sap, nor will I be a pest
- Pissed on for amusement or gratification
Made a fool of for my infatuation.

I felt you but you felt little, such a drag
To say the least, it filled me whole
For a while I had purpose, an excuse to live
A moment so brief for a tortured soul.

A pressure I’m sure, You could do without
For none of you knows, how you made me glow
It was you that made me smile, so happy and true
Every drop of life, in me, was you.

Sneaky Sonny Jim...

Listen sonny Jim,
you sneaky little crook
I’d like to say you’re simple,
that I can read you like a book


But a book has a spine, you don’t
So you sneak like a snake
Life is the long grass
Like a thief you take

- take what you can
As backs are turned
To compensate yourself
- you pathetic little worm.

I cannot relate to you,
I have an everlasting conscience
And feel bad for the wrong I do.
But life is a game to you.

Sonny Jim the player
Sonny Jim the liar
Fucking sonny Jim
You lying little wanker!