Blind and confused

I got blocked by a feeling that just wouldn't go away
When it comes it takes over and I'm sure it's here to stay
There's nothing I can do, I don't wanna leave my bed
The only explanation is a demon in my head.

My thoughts can never help me when I'm stranded in the mist
And alcohol just blinds me but the fog it still exists
It hasn't gone away you know, It's always part of me
It's hard to stumble blind towards a light i cannot see.