Special K,

hello, it's 4 am and i am drunk-ish and quite spaced. Smoking a j and currently listening to arctic monkeys "still take you home".
This is my blog, i also post some stuff on another blog which is shared with two other guys, but this blog is all mine. And less people (the next song in win-amp has come on, it is "where angels play" by the stone roses) know this blog exists so i can be more honest without worrying about giving anything away to someone who knows me (in the real world).

So, I am 27, will be 28 in July.
I take drugs ( sometimes ).

I would never tell anyone that taking drugs is a good thing, if you can avoid it then life will probably be much easier (winamp is now playing- The Sweet Fantastic, by Ian brown).

I've had, Ketamine [ http://www.urban75.com/Drugs/drugketa.html ] (which i believe is horse tranquilizer). It was like a yellow powder , i think it costs about £.25 a gram.

Tastes a bit like instant mash ( to me).
It was a weird experience, i took it because someone had really done my head in by talking about things i didn't wanna hear (too long a story).

First i felt nothing for about 5 minutes, then i walked into another room. then it kicked in. it was like everything (winamp now playing trapped in a k hole by the chemical brothers, very apt, pure coincidence too) was like blocks.

It's not easy to explain, but I'll try. I was very aware if the visual dimensions of the room, everything that existed, was made from blocks. (winamp now playing the coral - wildfire) I don't think I can really explain me ketamine experience, but i can tell you the next day i felt like crap, and i think i could have done without that particular drug experience and have no plans to ever take ketamine (special k) again. Can't be bothered typing anymore, have been drinking and smoking (hash, blow, etc).

Took half an "e" and had a couple of bombs of MDMA powder ( http://www.whitehousedrugpolicy.gov/publications/factsht/mdma/index.html ) last night. wanna sleep..... BUT I WILL SAY ONE THING.... Drugs are bad, your better of without them.

They do not make you a better person. Not everyone that smokes weed (hash, blow etc) is chilled and cool. Drugs are different depending on the individual ( except for cocaine which makes everyone an arrogant wanker ...eventually). Don't do drugs, and if you do, make sure you are in good company... you should always be in good company but it is very important, that, if you are taking drugs to be with people you can trust and that will take care of you.