o K in the end...

I’d love to make you smile and ne’er to make you cry
I’ve cried a million tears for years, yet nothing left my eye.
No chemical of malcontent, nor a liquid of lament
No sweating pain, the past had sent.
or relief as rain swelled skies relent.

Six days of life in several years
May not seem much as it appears
And yet it seems those skies have cleared
As gentle feelings cancel fear.

As no one knows what future brings
Not a soul on earth, not queens nor kings
As we drift on sea or lie on land
Unaware if future's planned.

I can but hope, for me the best
Is still to come in life’s long test
And though I’d better, my feelings hide
I feel I’d love you by my side….

But who knows?
sometimes life’s about the waiting
Of non event. Anticipating -
- Reality, fantasy and desire
Ne’er there’s smoke where there’s no fire