what the hell?

Where did this feeling come from?
I’m floating in,out and around pain
Not in,out, under or above it
Not happy but definitely not sad

Certainly not blue, grey maybe
But is it grey, how much does this say
To you , to anyone, I can’t keep up
With myself

Confusion would be clearer
Contradictions, coagulations, calculations
“Wombles bleed” in railway stations
It will pass